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Monday, June 28, 2010

Loch View

The Sumo rattled on yet another pothole on the uneven and lonely hill road. There was dense vegetation all around.

“At this rate, I will soon need a restroom,” 40-year old Divya said from the back seat.

“I’ve been needing one for 10 minutes now,” Chandrasekhar, her 70-year old father said from the front seat.

Saar, are you sure you have the right direction?” Shanmugam, the driver, looked at Divya’s husband Ramesh through the rearview mirror and asked.

“I don’t know, ask our navigator!” Ramesh said and looked back at his 17-year old son, Aakash who had somehow folded his lanky frame into the rear of the vehicle and was crouched on the small seat.

Aakash consulted the print out of Google map he was carrying. “I think so. We must be very close to the resort,” he said.

Shanmugam exchanged glances with Ramesh again through the rear-view mirror. “The thing is, I am from this region, but I’ve never heard of the place,” he said.

“You said the same thing about the lake, but there it is,” Aakash pointed to the fairly large lake that was glittering in the late evening sun to their left, down the slope of the hill they were attempting to climb.

“True, nobody except for the people from the last village we passed through knew of the lake,” Divya was forced to support her son.

“Which was half an hour ago. I haven’t seen a single human being after that,” Ramesh said, throwing a laughing glance at his son.

“We saw that little goat herd girl,” Chandrasekhar observed.

“But she didn’t know about the resort,” Ramesh retorted. “Your resort seems to be a little too exclusive, Aakash,” he said.

“Oh she was too little,” Divya came to the girl’s defense. “Plus I think you scared her.”

“And the resort is not exclusive—it’s just new, and not many people know about it,” Aakash rose to the bait. “But I showed you the reviews on the Internet.”

“Yeah but how do you know they are reliable? For all we know, it could be a rundown motel type of place,” Ramesh said, looking out of his window. “And with every passing tree, I am getting convinced that it will be the case.”

“Oh don’t tease him Ramesh. You were the one who did all the booking!” Divya chided.

“Oh I let myself be swayed by his ‘save the earth’ plea. And now I think it is 25 K down the drain,” Ramesh said, but his eyes were laughing.

“All I want to say is, if we turn back, Madurai is two hours from this place. I definitely need to make a rest stop much before that!” Chandrasekhar said.

“It might get trickier to drive when it gets dark saar,” Shanmugam supplied helpfully. “There doesn’t seem to be any street lights here,” he said, putting the car through another pothole.

“None of you have a sense of adventure!” Aakash complained, rubbing his head where it hit the roof.

“Oh sweetie, we are with you, aren’t we?” Divya said and patted his arm that was on her seat back.

“I was in the Army!” Chandrasekhar said with wounded pride. “I’ve seen wars! I have plenty of sense of adventure! I just need to pass urine.”

“I think we should just stop and allow him to do his business,” Ramesh said. “Shanmugam, stop the car,” he ordered.

Shanmugam maneuvered the car to a side and all of them got out.

“Be careful appa! Watch out for the snakes!” Divya called out as Chandrasekhar made his way into the woods. Shanmugam also disappeared.

The trio walked over to the slope side and looked at the lake which was visible through the trees. It was quite scenic.

Aakash brought out his camera and took a few pictures. “Be sure you don’t catch thatha peeing in the background,” Ramesh laughed as Aakash made him and Divya pose for a few pictures.

“I don’t know whether you are teasing the kid or my dad,” Divya muttered.

“Hey look, someone is walking our way,” Aakash said viewing through his camera.

They turned and there was indeed an old man coming towards them. He was shirtless, thin and wizened. His was wearing a once-white dhoti and had his white thundu wrapped around his head. He had a long dirty cloth bag hung from his thin shoulder.

As he neared them, he pointed a finger at them and said: “One misstep and it is death!” in Tamil.

The three moved away from the edge of the road involuntarily.

Ramesh cleared his throat and asked: “Do you know where Loch View resort is?”

The old man cackled. “Death! Death! Evil death!” he chanted.

Chandrasekhar returned by this time. “He looks mad. Why are you talking to him?” he asked the three.

“Go beyond Sadayandi’s abode and he will abandon you,” the old man said, in what sounded like some sort of an old Tamil poem. By this time, Shanmugam also returned.

“Hey wait! It says Sadayandi temple is the landmark!” Aakash said excitedly and brought out his much abused map. “It says the resort is just 10 minutes past Sadayandi temple!”

Shanmugam turned to the old man: “Ei perisu! Is Sadayandi temple nearby?” he asked.

“Don’t pass Sadayandi’s abode after dark! You will die coughing up blood!” the old man continued his strange poem.

“Old man, keep quiet!” Shanmugam reprimanded him sharply. “Saar, let’s get going. This man seems completely mad.”

The family rushed to the car.

“Go go! Bhuvaneshwari is looking for you! Follow her at your own peril!” the old man guffawed.

* * *

“What a weird old man!” Divya shuddered.

“Totally insane,” Chandrasekhar agreed.

“Who is Bhuvaneshwari? What was he talking about?” Aakash mused.

“Forget whatever he said,” Ramesh responded. “He must be a schizophrenic and completely delusional.”

“Look, I think it is the Sadayandi temple!” Divya pointed to the right of the car. There was a shrine some way up the hill, with a set of steep and rough steps leading up to it. It seemed overgrown with flags.

“Which means the resort is 10 minutes away.” Aakash said jubilantly. It was.

The resort was built on a vast plot overlooking the valley and the lake. It was a beautiful Chettinadu-style bungalow set at the end of a very pretty long drive way. They stopped the car at what looked like the back porch. A bell boy came running out, followed by a sprightly white man, who looked to be in his 50s.

“Hello, I am Stephen,” he said in an unmistakable British accent. “Welcome to Loch View resort. Hope you didn’t have too much trouble getting here,” he said and shook their hands.

“No problem except for a hairy warning about Bhuvaneshwari from a strange old man,” Ramesh said with a smile.

“Oh,” Stephen laughed. It appeared a little forced to Divya. “You must’ve met Periyakaruppan then,” Stephen laughed. “He is cuckoo. But let me not keep you here. This way please,” he led them into the bungalow.

It seemed to have been remodeled from the inside, as they walked into a largish reception area, very tastefully decorated in various shades of earth colors. Antique pieces like a grandfather clock and show cases were everywhere. He went behind an antique table and motioned them to the chairs in front of it.

Stephen looked them up on his computer and did the formalities. He then picked up a couple of keys and got up. “Come, let me show your rooms,” he said and led them into the building.

He showed them the dining area, which had been converted from a large open courtyard which was inevitable part of houses in the South. It now had a translucent fiber glass roof.

He then led them up a beautiful old flight of stairs made of teak wood. As they were climbing up, a woman burst into the dining area. Burst was the best way to describe her entrance because she reverberated with energy, fitness, and all things outdoors. She was wearing cargo pants and a sleeveless t-shirt and was lugging some serious photography equipment. Her blond hair was pulled back in a severe pony tail. She must be in her late 30s/early 40s.

She looked up at them. “Oh hello, new guests!” she said in an American accent.

Stephen waved at her. “Hello Stella. Did you have a good day out?” he asked.

“Great! Caught quite a few birds,” she said, motioning to her camera. “Now I am very hungry!”

“Good, dinner would be served in 20 minutes,” Stephen said. “See you.”

“Stella is a wild life photographer and a friend,” Stephen explained as they walked up. Their rooms were spacious, beautifully done up, and overlooked the lake.

Stephen handed over the keys to them and said, “I’ll see you at dinner,” and left.

“Are you happy now?” Divya asked her son.

“Oh you must give him time to figure out how eco this eco-resort it. Our son has high standards,” Ramesh said as he supervised the bellboy depositing the luggage.

“Stop teasing him. Going green is not a bad thing,” Divya retorted.

“It’s ok ma, I’m used to his teasing. And I like this place. I’ll explore it tomorrow,” Aakash said.

Other than Stella and them, the only other guests at dinner were a couple from Chennai.

“I’m a film maker,” the man introduced himself. “Well, mostly ad films now, but I am working on a feature project,” he shrugged. He was quite good looking. “I am Bala and this is my girlfriend Gowri,” he introduced.

Gowri looked exotic with dusky skin, kohl rimmed eyes, a collection of body piercings including one on her lower lip, and a tattoo of a butterfly on her bare arm. She gave them a friendly smile.

“This is literally the back of beyond, isn’t it?” She said. “I’m glad we are here. At least I get Bala all to myself.” She threw him an intense look.

“I’m glad you are here too,” Ramesh said and was kicked by Divya under the table.

“This is a good place. Beautiful forests all around,” Stella said from across the table.

Stephen introduced his wife Mary. She was sweet and plump. “She is in charge of the kitchen and I, of the bar,” Stephen said.

Dinner was simple South Indian fare but was delicious and definitely healthy. “Most of it is grown here,” Mary said.

As the evening wore on, Ramesh asked Stephen: “So how come you are here?”

Stephen took a sip of whiskey. “Providence,” he said. “Mary and I have been Indophiles for many years. We love the Kambam valley and have done a lot of trekking around here and in Kerala across the hills.” Ramesh stole a glance at Mary, who didn’t somehow seem like a trekker.

Stephen continued: “We discovered the lake by chance a couple of years ago. We instantly fell in love with it. Then somebody told us about this old bungalow. You should’ve seen this place then! We had been thinking about starting an eco-farm for some time and this seemed to be the perfect place for it. Scenic, fertile, and with a readymade property!” he smiled. “So we did a lot of wheeling dealing, got this place and spent a lot of time renovating it. Some friends who visited a year back suggested making this a resort. Which has been working well for us,” he exchanged a warm look with Mary, who nodded her head in agreement.

“Who is Bhuvaneshwari?” Divya asked. An awkward silence ensued.

“Really Divya…” Ramesh said chidingly. He was embarrassed.

“They met Periyakaruppan on the way,” Stephen explained to Mary. She nodded, her face expressionless.

“We really don’t know,” Stephen turned to Ramesh and shrugged. “That old man has been a menace—he’s been to our property too, warning us about this and that. I have given strict instructions to the staff not to let him in.”

After dinner, the guests walked out to the verandah over looking the garden and the valley beyond. Lights that looked like lanterns hung from a couple of posts, throwing feeble light into the inky night that lay beyond.

They sat around on the cane chairs dispersed on the verandah. Bala sat on the steps and Gowri sat in front of him, leaning back on his legs.

“I find this place very spooky,” Gowri said.

“Ever since you heard the ghost story,” Bala laughed.

“What?” Divya asked in shock.

Gowri looked at her. “Apparently, this bungalow once belonged to a zamindar who died a horrible death here,” she said. “They say he was killed by the ghost of one of the women he…” she stopped, throwing a guilty look at Aakash.

Bala lit a cigarette and chuckled. “I think somebody stole a script from a movie.”

Stella laughed out loudly. “I don’t understand Tamil very well, but I seem to pick up some hints of more recent deaths hereabouts,” she said.

“Gosh! Really?” Gowri asked snuggling closer to Bala, her eyes wide with fear.

Stella shrugged. “As I said, I don’t understand Tamil too well. I might be completely wrong.”

“I’m sure you are,” Ramesh said lightly and threw an arm around Divya who had caught hold of his arm. Chandrasekhar patted Aakash’s arm.

Bala laughed again. "I also heard somewhere that our hosts past is a little smoky," he said.

"Who told you?" Gowri asked him in surprise.

Ramesh narrowed his eyes. "You are just trying to spook us," he accuse Bala.

Bala looked sheepish. "Well, someone back in Chennai told me that Stephen and Mary had gotten into some trouble with the law sometime," he said. "I did my research," he told Gowri by way of explanation.

All eyes turned to Stella in silent question. She shrugged, her face inscrutable.

Silence fell on the group. They all sat there, enjoying the January nip in the air, smell of jasmine flowers from the arbor just off the verandah, flash of a fire fly or two, symphony of crickets, and the secretive rustling of the dark trees.

At length Bala said: “Despite all the stories, this place is fantastic!”

* * *

Divya woke up with a start. She lay in her bed for a minute or two, disoriented by the darkness and feeling of strangeness. Then slowly she realized where she was. What had woken her up? Why was it so dark?

She looked around and slowly realized that the power was gone. She waited until her eyes got used to the darkness. She picked up Ramesh’s sleeping form near her. She lay there for some time, hoping that the power would come back.

When it didn’t, she got up and went to the window. She couldn’t make out much, as the moon was weak overhead. She opened one window wider. Cold night air kissed her face. It was chillier up here on the hill when compared to her father’s house in Madurai, but nowhere near as cold as it got at this time of the year at Bangalore.

A sudden strong breeze blew over the top of the trees on the hillside, making strange noises. She withdrew from the window and closed it. She was startled by a noise that sounded like a pebble hitting the window. She stood still. There it was again—a little clunk, barely discernible.

She felt a stab of fear. She took a step backwards. Her mind involuntarily raced through some prayer chants. She thought about waking Ramesh up. But as suddenly as it started, the breeze died down. The trees became still again. There was no more noise.

Divya gave herself a mental shake. She shouldn’t have sat up listening to those horror stories. What she heard was probably some wood creaking in the building. She went back to bed and snuggled close to Ramesh. She put an arm over him and held him tightly. He would push her away at some point at night, but right now, she felt safe in his warmth and solidity. She went back to sleep like that.

* * *

Aakash was woken up by his granddad moving about the room nosily. He opened one eye to see his granddad dressed for a walk, replete with a muffler and a monkey cap.

“What time is it?” he asked.

“About to be six,” Chandrasekhar replied and sat down to wear his shoes.

“You are going for a walk now?” Aakash asked in surprise.

“It is the best time to walk!” Chandrasekhar said briskly, struggling with his shoes.

Aakash scoffed. “Why don’t you come with me and see how beautiful the world is at this time of the day?” Chandrasekhar asked.

“No way!” Aakash started and then changed his mind, remembering where they were. “Ok,” he said and jumped out of bed. “Just a minute,” he said and rushed into the bathroom.

They were out in another 10 minutes and were fully rewarded for their industriousness with raucous bird song and a slightly misty dawn outside. The lake looked ethereal down in the valley.

They ran into Stella almost immediately. “Oh you are up and early!” she commented. She was dressed the same way she was the last evening. The inevitable camera was strung around her neck. She looked like she went to bed with it.

“I was in the Army. Old disciplines die hard,” Chandrasekhar was all old world charm.

“How come you are up so early?” Aakash asked her as they walked across the resort’s yard to a small iron gate.

“Best time to capture birds,” Stella replied and opened the slightly rusty gate. A small dirt path snaked its way down the hill. She looked at them both. “It’s a 15 minute walk to the lake from here. Coming?”

They shrugged and followed her down the path, which rolled gently towards the lake. The vegetation became thinner, ending in grassy plains. Stella stopped every now and then to take some pictures and rattled off the names of birds to Aakash. Chandrasekhar kept up a slow and steady pace.

The lake was beautiful with a light rolling mist on its surface. The hills reflected on its shimmering surface.

They soon realized they were not alone. A woman was standing at the edge of water. Her saree was getting wet at the bottom, but she seemed oblivious to it. She stood motionless. She didn’t seem to have heard them.

“Hello!” Stella called out as they neared her. She turned a startled face at them. She was strikingly pretty in an earthy way—dark skinned, big eyed, and innocent. She might’ve been well a model for one of those temple sculptures. She also looked to be in deep grief.

The trio was taken aback by her sorrow. “Are you ok?” Stella asked in Tamil, surprising the other two.

The woman looked at all of them mutely, her expression not unlike that of a frightened deer. Stella took a step towards her. “Look—“

The woman took a few frightened steps away from her. Then she turned and ran away from them, her saree billowing in the air, into the trees.

“Wait, they are Karuvelam trees—they are thorny!” Stella called out and ran after her. The other two followed her, with Aakash running and Chandrasekhar walking.

It was indeed thorny woods, with the Karuvelam trees growing thickly into each other and interspersed with palm trees. Birds scattered overhead, startled by the commotion. Long ominous thorns on dead and live branches snagged everything. Beyond a point, it was difficult to proceed.

There was no sign of the woman.

Stella ducked out of the woods, looking at a deep scratch the thorn had made on her arm. “Where did she go?” she asked in amazement.

* * *

“You really want to do this?” Gowri asked Bala. It was 10 in the morning and they were both standing at the bottom of the steep steps that led to Sadayandi temple.

“Come on, we’ll just have a look around and come back,” he said.

Gowri looked up undecidedly. “There doesn’t seem to be any one around,” she observed.

“Precisely—it must be a temple of an old village deity. Let’s just go and check it out,” he coaxed her.

Gowri sighed and started up the steps. They were hewn out of the hillside, bolstered here and there with a boulder or a log. It was a short but tough climb. They came to the top clearing where the temple stood.

It was not much of a temple--just a little brick shelter overhanging an amorphous rock installation, coated with vermillion. Orange flags fluttered everywhere. It stood under an enormous banyan tree with a large hole in its trunk, large enough to be a small cave.

They stood looking around. They must be very close to the top of the hill, as they had a great view of the valley and surrounding hills. Little monkeys chattered from the tree branches.

“What a strange temple!” Bala observed.

“Let’s go back,” Gowri urged him.

Before Bala could respond, there was a noise. They turned and were considerably shaken to observe a man emerging out of the hole in the tree. He seemed as surprised as them, as he stopped at the threshold and stared at them.

He looked like a village priest, with big knotted hair, broad stripes of holy ash on his forehead, and beads around his neck. He was shirtless and wore a dhoti. He was carrying a copper plate on which there was an assortment of prayer things and a dirty old cloth shoulder bag.

The priest was the first to recover. “Are you from the city?” he asked them.

Bala found his voice with difficulty. “Yes, we are from Chennai,” he replied.

“I thought so. You look like a film actor,” the priest smiled broadly.

Bala laughed. “No no. I am not. But I work in films though,” he said. The priest was instantly impressed.

“Oh really. Here, take some prasad,” he held out some flowers and holy ash. Bala took it respectfully and nudged Gowri to do so.

“Can you tell us about this temple?” Bala asked.

“Oh!” the priest seemed happy with this question. “Sadayandi Sami lived in these parts a thousand years ago. He was a powerful sidha and could perform many miracles. He could do transmigration and telekinesis. He spent most of his days in this tree hole. People flocked to this hill with all sorts of problems and he solved all of them. They built this temple when he attained Samadhi,” the priest said and looked around him. “Now nobody remembers—my family has been coming and doing puja here for generations, so I come. Now you have come.” He looked at the two of them with a smile.

Bala looked around him once more.

“You have come to the place run by the white dorai?” the priest surmised. Bala and Gowri nodded.

“When are you leaving?” the priest asked.

“In a couple of days’ time,” Bala replied.

“Oh, I see,” the priest said. He then rummaged in the cloth bag he was carrying and brought out a couple of charms strung in black thread. “Here, take this dayathu. It will protect you.”

Bala stepped away from him. “No! No thanks!” he said.

The priest looked at him. “Take it. It will cost you only ten rupees. It will protect you from evil and black force.”

Gowri gripped Bala’s hand tightly. “No. We don’t need it. Thanks!” Bala said firmly.

The priest sighed and put the charms back into his bag. “You city people don’t believe in such things, do you? The other couple refused too,” he said.

“Which other couple?” Bala asked.

The priest looked up sharply. “Nothing. I was just saying…” he said. “Pray to Sadayandi Sami. He will protect you. Have a safe trip back home,” he added and with a nod, went down the stairs.

“Bala, I don’t like this place at all!” Gowri said, her voice laden with fear.

“Don’t be silly Gowri. We are educated people. We need to be rational,” Bala gently chided her.

Gowri hugged Bala’s arm. “I’m scared!” she said.

* * *

In the meanwhile, Ramesh and Divya discovered that the resort had extensive farm lands, including a small patch of paddy field on a little table-like plot on the hill side. Several women were working in the field today. An old woman was sitting under the shade of a tree minding the children, a few of whom were sleeping in makeshift cradles made of sarees hung from the tree.

Vaanga,” said the old woman warmly when she saw the two of them. “Please sit,” she motioned to a wooden bench at the base of the tree. It looked like guests of Loch View liked to sit there often and enjoy the view.

“Are you from Chennai?” the old woman asked. She used the old fashioned name of “Pattanam” for it.

“No we are from Bangalore,” Divya answered.

“Oh I see,” the woman nodded her head sagely as if she knew everything about Bangalore. “People come here from oversees,” she informed them.

“Yes we noticed,” Divya responded.

“This dorai and amma are nice people. They have built all this in two years’ time!” the old woman continued, obviously warming up for some gossip.

“Did you come up here much before that?” Ramesh asked her.

The old lady shook her head. “We were afraid to come up this hill. They used to be all sorts of stories,” she said.

“What kind?” Ramesh goaded her.

“You know, the old jamin?” the old woman lowered her voice. Divya and Ramesh leaned forward involuntarily. “Not a good man. No woman was safe around him,” she said. “He ruined many girls. Used to bring them here by force. He was a jamindar, so nobody could do anything to him. But then his eyes fell on Bommi, the wife of a man who worked for him. The jamin put pressure on the man—that coward forced his wife to come with the jamin here. Bommi was a young girl from a good family. She was appalled at what happened to her. She ran up that rock,” the old woman pointed to a steep rock outcrop at a distance. “And flung herself down. But before that, she said she will take revenge on all men. She’s been roaming this hill ever since. The jamin died coughing up blood not too long after in this bungalow. Almost every year, some man dies hereabouts.”

Ramesh laughed.

The old woman looked offended. "You laugh Ayya. But it is true. Why, only last year a nice young couple came here. The husband fell off that rock," she said.

Ramesh and Divya turned shocked eyes to the rock.

One of the babies in the cradle became restive and let out a wail. The young women working straightened. "Ey Rasathi, it's yours!" the old woman called out. The mother made her way to the cradle.

Ramesh and Divya watched her pick the baby up and rock it, crooning. As the baby calmed down, the woman looked at them and gave a shy, friendly smile. Only Ramesh could manage a weak smile in return.

The woman regarded them for a minute and turned to the old woman and said fiercely, "Ey kizhavi, have you been running off your mouth again? How many times have dorai warned you! You are such a headache!"

* * *

“So could this Bommi be the Bhuvaneshwari that the mad old man was talking about?” Bala asked at the lunch table.

“A plausible hypothesis—provided we take the old man seriously,” Ramesh said lightly.

"And this priest we met at Sadayandi temple talked about some other couple in a rather scary way," Gowri said, her face troubled.

Ramesh and Divya exchanged looks. Bala caught it. "You guys heard something too?" he asked.

"Met an old lady at the field who told us about a man falling off the hill last year," Ramesh said reluctantly.

Bala turned to Stella. "You should at least know this," he told her.

Stella sighed. "I was not here last year--I was in Maharashtra," she replied.

“I don’t know, but I am quite creeped out,” Divya said.

“Ugh me too!” Gowri said and shuddered again. Every gesture she made was languorous and seductive.

“I think we should talk of pleasanter things,” Chandrasekhar remarked in mild admonition.

A silence fell on the group.

“I am a little hassled about the woman we met this morning. She literally disappeared into thin air!” Stella said.

“We lost her in the Karuvelam woods,” Chandrasekhar corrected her.

“But where could she have gone thatha? We looked for her everywhere,” Aakash protested, taking a gothic pleasure in it all.

“She’s from around here—she must know this place better than us,” Chandrasekhar dismissed it.

“She looked so sad!” Stella said in a wondering manner.

“She looked so beautiful,” Aakash said in an equally wondering manner.

“Talking of beautiful, how long are you guys going to be here, Gowri?” Ramesh asked and was kicked under the table by Divya again.

“Couple of more days,” Gowri replied.

“Oh good!” Ramesh said and gave Divya a warning look.

“You know, I would like to explore this place more—there is a story here,” Bala said, his brow furrowed in artistic abstraction.

“Good luck to you on that—I am going to enjoy a nice afternoon nap!” Ramesh said.

“I concur,” Chandrasekhar said.

“I am venturing into the forest this afternoon with Singaram, the resident guide,” Stella said.

Later, as she was leaving, Bala caught up with her. “Hey Stella, can I ask you something?”

Stella raised her eyebrow but said, “Shoot!”

“The recent deaths you heard about—do you know whether it involves a young couple from here?”

Stella frowned. “You mean at the resort?” she asked. Bala nodded.

Stella shook her head. “As I said, I don’t know. I shouldn’t have brought that up—half understood rumor is worse than mere rumor,” she said and hefted her camera equipment on to her shoulder. “You really shouldn’t be worrying about it Bala. This is a very beautiful spot. Enjoy it!”

“I will,” Bala said thoughtfully and waved at her.

* * *

Aakash stood at the verandah undecidedly. He didn’t know what to do. Everybody was asleep. Thatha was making such a ruckus with his snoring that it was impossible to stay in the room.

“Hey champ, couldn’t sleep?”

He turned around to see Bala coming out of the bungalow. “Yes,” he smiled.

“Come along then—let’s do a reccy of this resort,” Bala said and walked down the steps.

They walked a bit in companionable silence. “Do you believe in all the stories?” Aakash asked eventually.

Bala gave him a sidelong glance. “I think there is a rational explanation to everything,” he said. “Hey what do we have here?” he exclaimed.

They had come a little distance away from the bungalow and were at the threshold of a fenced enclosure. They could see chickens, guinea fowls, a couple of cows and a black Labrador inside. They also saw Mary talking to a man.

“Hello!” Bala called out.

Mary turned. When she saw them, she smiled and waved them in. The Labrador came bounding at them, barking. “Misty come here!” Mary commanded. When the lab bounded back to her, she petted it crooning “Good dog.”

She smiled at the two of them. “So you stumbled into our animal farm. Come here Aakash—would you like to see our brand new calf?” she invited.

Aakash stepped forward tentatively towards the barn, followed by Bala. “See, this is Mani. He is just three weeks old. Come on, come and pet him,” Mary invited, patting a small beautiful calf.

Bala looked around. The farm smelled seriously of animals and birds. Tiny fluff balls of chicken wandered with their mother hen. The rooster was fighting with a contender. Guinea fowls strutted around. Misty ran around, excited beyond words.

He noticed the high fence around the enclosure. “Why so much fence?” he asked curiously.

“Well, there is forest around us—sometimes, wild animals come in,” Mary replied.

“You mean like tigers and leopards?” Aakash asked, eyes widening.

Mary smiled at him. “No, more like jackals and wild dogs,” she replied. “But don’t worry, the fence is electrical. We switch it on at night,” she said and straightened. “I am done here. Are you ready to go back?”

Bala and Aakash nodded and followed her out of the enclosure.

“The fence—what do you do if there is a power cut?” Aakash asked, his mind obviously still on the electric fence.

“We have a small generator,” Mary replied and exchanged smiling glances with Bala.

“Do you miss home?” Bala asked.

Mary smiled. “This is home,” she replied.

“Don’t you get scared up here?” Aakash asked.

Mary chuckled. “No, not really.”

“Even with the stories of Bommi going around?” Bala asked lightly.

Mary’s pursed her lips impatiently. “They are just baseless stories. We’ve been quite happy and safe here. We have even convinced the villagers who don’t mind coming up here for work nowadays,” she said.

“And your guests?” Bala asked.

Mary gave him a sharp glance. “What do you mean?” she asked.

“Have they been safe and happy?” he asked, holding her gaze.

“Are you trying to insinuate something?” Mary asked, coloring a little.

Bala held up his hands. “I was just asking,” he said.

“Well, I would appreciate it if you didn’t talk such nonsense with other guests,” Mary said sharply. “The villagers with their cock-and-bull stories are painful enough!”

“I’m sorry,” Bala said, but looked far from it.

* * *

Bala was ready to go for a walk around the lake by 4:00 p.m.. Gowri demurred. “Had enough of scampering up hills for the day,” she said.

Luckily, they met Ramesh and his family for tea at the dining room and all the men of the family were up for a walk. Stella had not returned from her excursion.

“Don’t tire yourself too much, appa!” Divya warned.

“Pshaw! I walk more than this at home!” Chandrasekhar dismissed her concern.

“Come back soon!” Gowri called after Bala.

He nodded and winked at her. The four men set out down the path towards the lake.

“I find something palpable in the air here, you know,” Bala said. “Some mystery, some menace…”

Ramesh and his father-in-law exchanged glances.

“Perhaps you are taking the stories too seriously,” Ramesh observed.

Bala looked at him in surprise. “But don’t you feel it? Don’t you feel something portent?”

“All I feel is thirsty. Hope Stephen has more of that whiskey he served us yesterday. Excellent stuff!” Chandrasekhar observed drily.

“Do you think we will see that woman again now, thatha?” Aakash asked.

“I don’t know about the woman, but the mad old man is there,” Ramesh said. Indeed, the old man was sitting under a tree near the lake shore, singing. He turned and grinned at them.

“Still here?” he asked. “Very good! Very good!”

The group nodded at him but continued their walk.

“What do you expect to find here?” the old man called after them.

Bala stopped and turned. “What do you think?” he asked the old man.

“Come on Bala, don’t engage with him!” Ramesh urged.

The old man scratched his head. “You’ve come so far from home chasing old stories,” he said.

“I feel more like the story is chasing us,” Bala replied.

The old man laughed suddenly. “Fool!” he said. “Fool!”

“Let’s go!” Ramesh coaxed.

“Go go!” the old man waved them away. “Go back!”

Ramesh literally pulled Bala away. They walked around the perimeter of the lake for some time. They spotted several birds, a few of which Aakash could identify from what Stella had told him that morning. They decided to get back as gathering rain clouds darkened the dusk. The old man was not there when they came back near the tree.

Half way up the path to the resort, they found the woman. She was lying on the ground, seemingly unconscious. Like an uprooted sapling.

“Do you think she is dead?” Aakash asked.

Bala stepped close to her and called out to her but she didn’t move. He crouched beside her. He was not able to find out whether she was breathing. He put out a hand to shake her. She moaned feebly but didn’t open her eyes.

Chandrasekhar turned to Aakash. “Go get some help from the resort. And bring back some water,” he said.

Aakash nodded and flew up the hill.

Bala shook her again. “Please open your eyes,” he said. She opened her eyes with great difficulty briefly, but closed it again in exhaustion.

Aakash came back with a few farm workers. One of the ladies crouched near the woman and sprinkled some water on her face. “Please get up thayee,” she said. When the woman’s eyes fluttered open, she helped her to sit up. “Inda, drink some water,” she held the water to her mouth. The woman drank some and seemed to revive a little.

“I think she is starving,” the farm hand said.

“Let’s take her back to the resort,” Bala suggested. He hadn’t taken his eyes off the woman.

There was a general consensus and the woman was half carried up the hill. They sat her down in the verandah, where Mary, Divya and Gowri were waiting. Mary uttered a faint exclamation when she saw the woman, but nobody noticed it.

Somebody found a bottle of Fanta and made the woman drink it. She considerably brightened after the ministrations.

“What is your name?” Divya asked her. The woman looked at her in confusion, but didn’t respond.

“She looks to be in some kind of shock,” Chandrasekhar observed.

“What now?” Ramesh asked.

“Where is Stephen?” Bala asked.

“He apparently drove down to Dindukkal on some business right after lunch. Will be back soon,” Gowri informed.

Just on cue, Stephen’s Bolero turned into the gate. “What happened?” Stephen asked with a frown as he got out.

“We found a destitute woman,” Ramesh responded.

“She seems to be dehydrated and starving,” Bala added.

Stephen looked at the woman and his face changed. He looked up at Mary. “She must be from the village—I’ll send her with someone there,” he said.

“Nobody from the village here recognizes her,” Ramesh pointed out.

“So we will take her to a police station. Perhaps to Dindukkal,” Stephen said.

“At this time of the day?” Bala asked.

“I suggest you take her there in the morning,” Chandrasekhar said. “Not a good place to take a woman at this time of the day.”

“Maybe she would be able to tell us about herself in the morning,” Divya said.

“Steve, no!” Mary said with a touch of hysteria in her voice.

“Look Stephen, it’s just a matter of one night. It’s too late to take her anywhere. Plus it looks like it’s going to rain,” Bala said. It was indeed looking as if it was going to rain, with streaks of lightning snaking in the horizon.

“She can stay with us in the servant’s quarters,” one of the farm hands suggested.

Stephen looked undecided and disturbed. He seemed to weigh the options and then said heavily, “Alright. Take her there.”

Gowri, who was facing the entrance suddenly exclaimed: “Stella!”

* * *

All heads turned to the drive way, where Stella was hobbling in, supported by the guide she had taken with her. As she came closer, they saw that she was badly injured.

“Stella! What happened?” a few of them rushed to her.

“It’s ok guys—not as bad as it looks,” Stella replied with a grimace. They helped her on to the verandah.

“Is anything broken? Do you need a doctor?” Mary asked anxiously.

Stella grimaced as she lowered herself on one of the chairs. “No, at least I don’t think so. Just feels like a lot of cuts and bruises,” she said.

“Steve, we should take her to a Doctor,” Mary said.

“Relax guys, I think I would clean up nice after a shower. And perhaps some aspirin,” Stella said, and carefully deposited her camera equipment on the floor.

Stephen turned to the guide. “What happened?” he asked.

“I don’t know ayya—I was walking ahead and she was following me. Suddenly I hear grunts and I turn, there she was, on the ground!” the man said in an unsteady voice.

Stella grinned. “I didn’t see what hit me. I was busy photographing when something hit me with a lot of force and grounded me. It was over before I could get my bearings. Maybe a small, fast animal,” Stella said.

“Where was this?” Mary asked sharply.

“Pretty close to this place, can you believe it?” Stella said, sipping on the water someone had thoughtfully provided her. “We were in the jungle all afternoon and we saw nothing but monkeys and some reptiles. And while we were coming back, this happens,” she said. While she was trying to be nonchalant, it was clear that she was quite shaken by the experience.

As she lowered the bottle, her gaze fell on the mystery woman, who was watching Stella with an unblinking stare. “Fuck!” Stella said involuntarily.

Ramesh grinned. “As you can see, we’ve been having a bit of a drama ourselves,” he said.

“We found her on our way back from the lake,” Bala said.

“I wish she wouldn’t stare at me like that,” Stella said ruefully. “Hello, how are you?” she asked the woman in Tamil.

The woman didn’t respond.

Stella looked around with a raised eyebrow.

“She seems to be in some state of shock,” Divya explained.

“I think she needs some food and rest. I have a feeling she would clean up nice after a shower too,” Bala grinned at Stella.

Perhaps only Ramesh noticed the flicker of pain on Gowri’s face.

Stella laughed. “I’m sure,” she said and got up with a grunt. “Well, it’s time for my shower.”

“I’ll bring the first aid kit around,” Mary said.

“I have some analgesics,” Divya added.

“Thanks guys,” Stella said and picked up her equipment. “Thank you Singaram,” she told her guide and went inside, followed by Mary and Divya.

“Uma, take this woman to your quarters,” Stephen ordered and turned back into the bungalow.

Bala, Ramesh, Chandrasekhar, and Aakash stood watching the farm workers take the woman away.

“Beautiful stranger,” Bala murmured. “This holiday is turning out to be quite interesting.”

“I wonder why Mary was so upset,” Ramesh said.

Bala looked at him. “Do you think there is something they are not telling us?” he asked.

“I think there is a lot they are not telling us, probably because it is none of our business,” Chandrasekhar said. “And we’d better go in—it’s started raining,” he said, wiping a rain drop from his face.

“You guys go ahead. I’ll check on our Anamika and come,” Bala said.

* * *

Aakash walked into the common room. It was empty. Dinner was still 45 minutes away.

He felt jittery. All the events of the day confused him and scared him. He had fought an urge to hide in his mother’s arms and had come down. To be brave and alone.

He picked up the remote and switched on the TV. The reception was grainy. Must be the rain.

He looked through the magazines that were lying around—none that interested him. He walked up to the small book shelf that was near the door. They all seemed to be action thrillers or romances. He liked comics better.

He heard it when he was browsing through the books. An argument. From the office. He put his head out of the room. The office door was shut, but it was filtering voices from inside.

Definitely Mary and Stephen. Aakash leaned a little closer.

“I can’t call the hospital now. I’ll call them tomorrow,” Stephen was saying.

“You said you had taken care of it! You said we had nothing to worry!” Mary exclaimed.

“I had! You know I had!” Stephen responded.

There was a muffled exclamation. “All this hard work—all the sweat and tears! All for nothing!” Mary wailed.

“It’s just for one night Mary. We’ll have this all under control tomorrow morning,” Stephen said in a soothing voice.

“If we survive the night,” Mary said. It sounded as if she was crying.

“Darling, you are over reacting! We can handle this. Trust me,” Stephen said.

“We should’ve listened to everybody. We shouldn’t have meddled with things,” Mary continued.

“Hush! Somebody might hear you. We have a houseful of guests. Let’s be practical,” Stephen said in a quiet voice.

There was some muffled noise. Then Mary’s voice rose again: “I thought we’ve finally found peace Stephen. That we didn’t have to run anymore.”

“We don’t have to. We have this under control. Trust me,” Stephen said again. “Now go, it’s time for dinner.”

The door opened. Aakash ducked back into the common room. Mary passed by. She looked quite upset.

Aakash waited for her to get out of sight. He then crept out the room and made his way upstairs. Forget the macho stance—he wanted his parents right now.

* * *

She was so beautiful. Even in this dusty and unkempt state, her prettiness was undeniable. On her better days, she could be voluptuous, like a film actress. Bala stood at the doorway of the room, looking down at her.

She was sitting on the ground, her back against the wall, and eyes looking out of the window, lost.

“Hasn’t spoken a word ayya,” one of the servants said.

“Did she have something to eat?” he asked.

“A little.”

Bala nodded. “Go on with your work,” he dismissed her who stepped out.

The woman did not stir. Bala sat down a little distance away from her, facing her.

“Who are you Anamika?” he asked softly. “Where have you come from? What makes you so sad?”

The woman did not respond. Bala sat looking at her.

The rain picked up pace outside. There was a sharp clap of thunder which made the woman jump.

“You know, my patti used to tell me that I should say ‘Arjuna! Arjuna!’ when I got scared of thunder,” Bala said with a smile. “Maybe you should try it too.”

A bright flash of lightning followed the thunder. The woman flinched and turned her face. Her eyes met Bala’s and held.

Bala felt as if he was plunging vertically down. He closed his eyes. How could it happen? How could he fall in love like this in an instant?

* * *

Dinner was a muted affair. All noises were drowned by the clatter of rain on the fiber glass roof anyway.

Stella was in her room. Divya carried the information that her injuries were bad indeed and she might need to visit a doctor in the morning.

Bala was looking distracted and picked on his food. Gowri kept giving him troubled glances, but he seemed oblivious of them.

“Oh what a ruckus!” Divya said, looking up at the direction of all the clatter. “It’s beginning to give me a head ache!”

“I think it’s time to go to bed,” Chandrasekhar said and got up from the table. “All this excitement has exhausted me.”

Divya sighed. “Yes, I agree,” she said and got up. “Aakash kanna, what do you want to do?” she looked at her son.

“I am tired too,” Aakash said. He turned to Ramesh. “Appa, do you think we can go back to Madurai tomorrow?” he asked.

Ramesh looked at his son. He then ruffled his hair affectionately. “Of course! Now go to bed. We’ll see whether we can leave right after breakfast,” he said.

“What about you?” Divya asked as the three of them started.

“I think I’ll spend some time downstairs—perhaps read something,” Ramesh said. “Give time for my dinner to settle.”

“Ok, don’t be late,” Divya said, trying to control a yawn. Ramesh watched them go up the stairs.

He turned to see that Bala and Gowri were engaged in a low voiced argument.

“Don’t be ridiculous Bala! It’s pouring outside!” Gowri was pleading with him.

“I won’t dissolve in the rain, Gowri,” Bala retorted. “I’ll just go check on her. I’ll be back in 15 minutes.” He walked out of the dining area. Gowri followed him.

“Please Bala, don’t leave me!” she said.

Bala stopped and turned. He held out an arm. Gowri took it. He pulled her into an embrace. He released her after a few moments and walked out into the rain, without a backward glance.

Ramesh walked out into the verandah and went to stand near Gowri, who was openly crying now. He was not sure whether Gowri noticed him, but she eventually turned a teary face to him: “He’s not going to come back,” she said.

“Nonsense! He will be back in 15 minutes, as he said,” Ramesh said lightly and looked at her. She looked young and vulnerable, with her kohl running. He put a gentle hand on her shoulder. “Come, let’s wait for him.” He led her to the chairs.

She sat down and dashed away her tears with the heel of her palm. “You must be blind if you didn’t notice the way he looked at her,” she said.

“I was looking at you,” Ramesh said quietly. Gowri forgot to cry for a moment and stared at him.

Just then, one of the night staff came half running. He was carrying an umbrella, but still was drenched. He stopped for a moment to look at them and then hurried inside.

Moments later, Stephen emerged, armed with an umbrella, torch and a stick. He was accompanied by three other men, variously armed with sundry weapons. Mary brought up the rear of this group. Then the men left hurriedly. Mary stood there watching them.

“What happened?” Ramesh asked.

She jumped and turned, clearly noticing them for the first time.

“Looks like some wild animal got in and took Mani away,” she said, her face crumpling.

“Mani?” Ramesh asked in incomprehension.

Mary sobbed. “Our little calf. Our tiny adorable calf!” she said.

* * *

She was not at the quarters. The staff there were as surprised as him to discover that she was gone.

“How could you let her go like this?” Bala asked sharply, realizing that his voice had risen not in anger but in panic. Ever since he had seen her, he had been terrified that she will disappear.

“Maybe she went to the toilet,” one of the servants suggested.

“Can you please check?” Bala asked, his heart running like a train. Please Anamika, please don’t be gone!

After a little flurry of activity, they came back empty handed. “No ayya, she is not there.”

Bala ran his hand through his hair.

“She must’ve gone outside. I have to check!” he said and turned. He realized that it was pitch dark outside, with the clouds hiding the moon. “Do you have a torch?”

Ei Kamachi, bring ayya a torch,” a matron like woman ordered. She then turned to him. “Ayya, perhaps we should get the night watchman—it is treacherous walking in these areas at night in the rain. Especially people like you,” she said.

Bala looked back at her wildly. “No! No! There is no time to lose. She might be in danger!” he took the torch from her and stepped out into the rain.

He didn’t know where he was going. The darkness and the pouring rain were disorienting. The torch gave out feeble light that illuminated very little. It was slippery underfoot. He almost fell a couple of times.

“Anamika!” he called out. “Anamika!”

He realized that the warmth on his cheeks were his tears. He couldn’t lose her. Not just when he found her. He thrashed his way forward.

He mut've walked for perhaps 15 minutes when a lightning bolt illuminated the sky briefly. He saw her, standing at a distance, drenched and motionless.

“Bhuvaneshwari!” he called and ran to her.

* * *

Gowri flinched at the lightning. Ramesh took her hand. She held on tightly.

Mary sat on the steps of the verandah, looking out anxiously, impervious to the rain that was drenching her.

“He is not coming back,” Gowri said. A statement. Absolute.

“Don’t be silly,” Ramesh squeezed her hand reassuringly.

Gowri looked at him. Her eyes were dry. “I know he is not coming back,” she said and pointed to her heart. “I know it here.”

Ramesh put an arm around her. She leaned on him and put her head on his shoulder.

The rain continued unabatedly.

* * *

He found her. He found her! Just a few more yards and he would reach her.

Another flash of lightning and he could see she was standing on some rocky outcrop. “Bhuvaneshwari!” he called out. His torch now picked up her form.

She turned. He could see that she was smiling. “Is that you?” she asked.

“Yes! Yes, it’s me,” Bala panted as he walked up the incline to where she was. “Don’t move!” he called out.

“I won’t,” she replied.

He was near her now. He put out a hand and caught her arm. “Why did you run away?” he asked.

“I knew I would meet you,” she replied, reaching out and touching his face.

“You foolish girl! You gave me the fright of my life,” he admonished and put an arm around her waist. Her fingers froze on his face.

“No! No!” she said and stepped back.

“Bhuvana, no!” Bala cried as his feet slipped. And suddenly they were falling, falling. He held on to her tightly as they hit something solid.

* * *

The three of them sat on the verandah, like three statues. For a long time.

Then there was noise of footsteps in the muddy water. Heavy footsteps.

Mary got up.

The men came slowly, weighed down by their burden. They walked silently to the verandah and lowered Stephen on the ground. Mary screamed.

“Stepped on the fence…shock…water…” the halting explanations were submerged by her screams.

“I told you! I told you! She got you! She got us!”


Copyright: Priya Thiagarajan

Wednesday, March 3, 2010

Vengeance is Hers

“Madam, you are not eating?”

Bhuvana looked up from her book. It was the man sitting across. He was big—barrel-chested, heavy shouldered, and strong. His dark pitted and scarred face sported a bushy mustache. His hair was closely cropped. He was wearing a white shirt whose first two buttons were undone to reveal a bushy chest. There was gold all over him—thick gold chain with a tiger-claw pendent, a thick rope-like gold bracelet and an enormous ring on his left ring finger.

Bhuvana smiled slightly. “No,” she answered shortly and tried getting back to her book.

“You will get nothing past Chenagalpet,” he continued. The train rattled on through what appeared to be pitch dark and desolate landscape, endorsing his words.

“It’s ok, I’m not hungry,” she replied. “Thank you,” she added as an after thought.

The man and his wife exchanged glances. She was a thickset woman in an orange saree. Faint yellow of the turmeric she must’ve applied in the morning still clung to her ebony cheeks. She sported prominent tiruneeru (holy ash) on her forehead and an enormous amount of heady jasmine flowers on her well-oiled and neatly plaited hair. Like her husband, she wore a quantity of gold. She also seemed to be in early stages of pregnancy.

“You can share our food if you’d like to,” the man pressed on. His wife smiled persuasively.

Bhuvana sighed silently. Avoiding their kind concern was going to be an impossibility. “That would be nice,” she smiled slightly. The wife brought out a paper plate, carefully served lemon rice and potato chips and held it out to Bhuvana. She accepted it with murmured thanks.

“Are you from Chennai?” the man asked, friendship and familiarity established with the exchange of food. Bhuvana could guess why he was curious. She didn’t look anything like a regular Chennai girl traveling to Madurai by Pandian Express. In her sleeveless vest, cargo pants, printed stole, sneakers and backpack, she looked more like a foreign tourist. Not to mention her green eyes.

“No,” she said briefly.

“Must be from Mumbai,” the man smiled. Bhuvana noticed that despite his looks, the man’s smile was charming.

“You can say that,” Bhuvana offered and crossed her fingers discreetly.

“First time to Madurai?” he asked, wolfing down his dinner. His wife held out water even before he asked. Bhuvana paused, contemplating how truthful she should be. Her last visit was so long ago that it appeared to be many eons ago. Maybe it was.

“Yes,” she settled for an easier truth.

“Planning to visit the Meenakshi temple?” the man smiled.

“No,” her head said. “Yes,” she told him.

The man nodded, approving her answer. “No temple as beautiful as our Meenakshi temple. Thaye Meenatchi,” he closed his eyes and prayed briefly.

Bhuvana looked down at her half eaten food. She constructed a bubble around her, trying to keep these kindhearted intrusive people at bay.

She looked up to see that the man was looking at her curiously. She met his gaze blandly. Yet his eyes narrowed. Bhuvana noticed the shrewd glint in his eyes.

“If you need any help in Madurai madam, please get in touch with me. I work there,” he said. His wife looked at him with what perhaps was adoration in her eyes. “I’m Chockalingam, Inspector of Police,” he said. “Take my number,” he said, but somehow it sounded like an instruction.

Bhuvana took her cell phone out and saved his number. The last thing she wanted was to make a police officer suspicious.

“What else are you planning to see in Madurai? Tirupparankundram? Mahal?” Inspector Chocaklingam continued in a friendly tone.

Bhuvana shrugged. “All of it, I guess. And some of your god men -- they seem to be making the news,” she pointed to the Tamil daily she was holding. It bore a picture of a middle aged god man with a up and coming film star. “Popular Film Star Anand Visits Jai Guru!” the headline screamed.

Inspector looked down at it briefly and snorted. “Jai Guru? He’s a fraud!” he wrinkled his forehead in disgust.

“Really? But the website on him proclaims that he is the 12th birth of Yogananda, a saint who lived during the later Chola period,” she said, watching the Inspector with amusement.

The Inspector shook his head. “The things people would believe!” he said. “He was an accountant till four years ago. He is a fraud if ever there was one!” He looked at Bhuvana seriously. “Don’t get involved with him madam, I guarantee you that it is a racket!”

Bhuvana lay staring at the ceiling of the train compartment later that night. She usually liked the top berth, as it was as much personal space as one can get in a train. But the narrowness, the sleeping form of a stranger across and the night light close to one’s nose ensured minimal sleep. She could hear the Inspector’s gentle snoring from below. Someone slammed the bathroom door closed. The train made a stop somewhere and some passengers got in. Somebody groaned somewhere along the long compartment.

Bhuvana fixed her eyes on the revolving fan blades and thought. She was running out of time.

* * * *

It was 11:00 a.m. when Bhuvana stepped out of her hotel situated in the heart of the city near the temple. The room she had gotten herself was decent, although the receptionist was agog when she’d checked in earlier that morning. Bhuvana had been roused to fix him with a stare which made him falter and stutter. What an idiot!

Now, the heat hit her. She must’ve been really mad to choose end of April to visit the city, but she had no choice. It had taken her almost six months to make a contact and to fix the visit.

Madurai was as crowded as she remembered it from all those years ago. So many shops, so many people, so much noise! The imposing temple tower was visible almost immediately. Bhuvana avoided looking at it.

A cycle rickshaw cruised along her. “Rickshaw madam? Rickshaw?” the rickshaw puller looked at her hopefully. Bhuvana said the address she was looking for. “Come on madam, I’ll take you there. Fifty rupees!” the rickshaw puller said. Bhuvana hid a smile. They did treat her like a foreigner. “Twenty,” she negotiated. They finally arrived at 25 and set off.

The man took her through labrynthine alleys that characterized the old town. “Oh you come to visit Jai Guru amma?” the rickshaw puller commented when he finally reached his destination. “Actor Anand came here a few days ago! I saw him. Very good looking,” he shared.

Bhuvana got down silently and paid him off. She was in front of a traditional row house in a typical Brahmin locality. The doorway was open and led into a short corridor, where Bhuvana left her shoes and entered into an open square courtyard. The house was built around the courtyard, with a narrow staircase on the left side leading to the upper story. A tulsi bush stood in the courtyard. A copper cauldron full of water was also there. However, there was nobody in sight.

Bhuvana stepped forward and took some water in a metal mug (sombu) and splashed cool water on her face.

A shadow moved in the farther side. “Yaaru?” a woman’s voice floated through.

Bhuvana stood there silently.

An old woman, probably in her sixties, attired in the traditional nine-yards came out slowly. She looked at Bhuvana and said, “Vaango,” a little uncertainly.

“Jai Guru?” Bhuvana asked.

The woman looked at her searchingly. “He is not here,” she said apologetically.

Bhuvana felt a snake of anger twist in her stomach. “Where is he?” she asked quietly.

The old woman sighed. “I don’t know. Nobody tells me anything,” she said. “You can sit in the meditation room if you want,” she offered.

Bhuvana thought about it and then nodded. The woman hobbled her arthritic way to a closed door on the right of a courtyard and opened it. Bhuvana entered it. It was unmistakably a prayer and meditation room. It sported all the paraphernalia of a holy man--images of different gods on one wall and a small silver pedestal in front of them, which was obviously the focal point of Jai Guru’s devotion. There were fresh flowers on the idol in the pedestal, a silver kuthu vilakku still had a burning flame and some voluminous text was open in a wooden stand in front of it.

The floor was in cement and cool to Bhuvana’s bare feet. She looked back to see the old woman watching her. “Are you from abroad?” the woman asked her.

“No,” Bhuvana said and walked around the room, checking the date calender on the wall, a small bookshelf laden with religious texts, a CD player, some saffron robes on a clothes line close to the ceiling, and the small window that opened into the street outside. Nothing. She felt nothing. He had left her nothing. The snake twisted in the pit of her stomach.

“Would you like some coffee?” the old woman offered. Bhuvana paused undecidedly and then nodded. She needed some time to gather her thoughts. She followed the old woman out who made her sit on a wooden bench outside the room, facing the courtyard. Bhuvana examined her surroundings after the old woman disappeared in what appeared to be the kitchen. The walls had some photos of family members, posing awkwardly. Bhuvana realized with a small surprise that the old woman was probably Jai Guru’s mother.

The old woman came back with fragrant coffee in the traditional tumbler-dabara. Bhuvana sipped it and looked at the other woman. “You have no idea where your son went?” she asked her.

The old woman sighed and sat on the ground. “Who informs me of anything in this place?” she said. “I am just the cook.” She looked up at Bhuvana. “He had a good job, you know. Paid well. Suddenly, one day, he gets a vision. His guru visited him, he says. Only son, became an ascetic over night,” she said, wiping her eyes.

Bhuvana nodded. Immature ascetic with a faulty vision. Hackable like a computer without firewall. Child’s play. She looked at the old woman, willing her to talk.

The old woman looked up at her and swallowed. “Now, I am just scared. I can’t say who comes and goes here anymore. Strange things come in and go out of the house,” she said.

Bhuvana narrowed her eyes. “What things?” she asked.

The old woman sighed. “What do I know? Who tells me anything?” she said.

* * * *

She sensed him following her almost immediately after she left Jai Guru’s house. She wandered around, getting lost in the maze of narrow alleys opening into main streets and disappearing into narrow alleys again. She ignored the touts who called out to her to buy sarees, footwear, gold jewelry, and even gift items. She went past small street-side temples, old choultries, swarms of Gujarati tourists, crowded tea shops, and crazy traffic through all this chaos. She felt him clinging to her trail persistently. Maybe it was time to confront him.

She ducked into a small shack-like restaurant. The personnel and customers all gawked at her. She sat at a plastic topped table overlooking the street. He entered the restaurant behind her, looked around, spotted her and casually walked over to her table. He slid in to the chair across her and grinned at her.

He was a lanky young man with masses of wild, unkempt hair and beard concealing most of his face. He was dressed in saffron kurta and dhoti. He wore bathroom chappal on his feet. His forehead was plastered with holy ash and kum kum. Two bright eyes shone through all the hair and they were contemplating her as if she was the biggest joke he’s ever encountered.

Bhuvana stared at him. He grinned again. “You will not get it,” he said simply.

The waiter hovered, ogling at both of them with fascination. The hirsute young man ordered two coffees. The waiter left their side reluctantly.

“Who are you?” Bhuvana asked.

The young man leaned forward. “You surprise me,” he said and pulled out what looked like a joint and lit it. The sweet smell of the smoke confirmed it was marijuana.

Bhuvana smiled derisively. “If you are trying to scare me, you are doing a poor job of it,” she said.

The young man guffawed. “No Bhuvaneshwari, I am not trying to scare you. I know better,” he said. The waiter arrived with the coffee in miniscule glasses. The young man sipped his with obvious enjoyment.

Bhuvana assimilated what he said. “Where is Jai Guru?” she asked at length.

The young man shook his head. “Jai Guru is an idiot and a coward,” he replied.

Bhuvana felt the snake rise and constrict her chest. “You cannot keep me away,” she hissed. “Not this time!”

The young man took a pull of his joint and closed his eyes. When he opened it, there was a curious sharpness to his gaze. “Let go of the anger. You’ve clung on to it for too long,” he said quietly.

Bhuvana’s eyes burned, the snake having reached her head. A curious pity filled the man’s eyes. He reached out to touch her hand. Bhuvana snatched it back as if burnt.

“I will find Jai Guru, make no mistake of it,” she said, her voice cold.

The man threw a few coins on the table and got up. “Just watch where you are going,” he said and walked out. He stepped out on to the street, walked a few paces and disappeared.

* * * *

Inspector Chockalingam had a nightmare. In it, he was caught in a kind of inferno—a raging fire surrounded him. Its hot tongues leapt out at him and burst on his face, almost singing his eyebrows. He tried to run, but he was trapped. He turned back to see the fire turn into the face of the woman he’d met on the train. She opened her mouth and he saw that she had fangs. Blood dripped from them. He heard inhuman wails. He felt suffocated his eyes thick with the smoke, his body burnt. And strangely, he heard bits and pieces of some song he’d never heard before. He woke up drenched in sweat.

He turned to check on his wife--fortunately, she was fast asleep. He got up from the bed, went to the fridge and drank a whole bottle of cold water. He was not a man who was rattled easily about anything. He had seen his share of violence in his career as a policeman in Madurai, but nothing had ever affected his sleep.

Melappudur Neeli. The name suddenly rang clear in his head. That’s what he had heard. In that folk song that he heard in his dream. A folk song unlike anything he had heard growing up in a village near Madurai.

His wife was sitting up groggily when he went back to the bed. “What happened?” she asked.

“Nothing. Went to the toilet. Sleep now,” he told her and settled back to a sleepless vigil.

“Are you allright?” his wife asked him the next morning, as he was getting ready for work.

“Just work pressure,” he told her and set out, after instructing her to be careful and not open doors for any strangers. He set out to the station on his bullet. The station was in its usual buzz when he entered. However, there was something unusual -- someone was singing. About burning fields and dead animals. About destruction.

Inspector Chockalingam realized with a start that it was the same folk song he had heard in his dream. He searched for the source and found a young man squatting in the lock up. He was hirsute, with wild hair and flowing beard. He was dressed in saffron kurta and dhoti. And he was singing in a loud voice, completely oblivious to where he was.

“Who is that?” Inspector asked the constable.

“Nuisance case saar--was walking around singing loudly in the neighborhood in the middle of the night. Someone called up. Just kept him in for the night. Dope head,” the constable replied.

“Get him out, I want to talk to him,” Inspector said and went to his seat. The young man was produced before the Inspector. He met the Inspector’s gaze with a curiously sharp gaze of his own.

“My singing kept you awake all night too?” he asked.

* * * *

Bhuvana had come back to her hotel room in a towering rage. A rage that had become a second nature to her, like the pain of an inoperable cancerous growth—there always, burning, burning... How dared he? How dared he ask her to let go of it? What did he know of it? Who was he? She stood under the shower without taking her clothes off. How long! How long had she lived with it!

How long had she waited, pitied as the hapless woman, laughed at for her helplessness, weakness, her inability to Do anything! How long had she let it grow inside her, unable to express it, powerless to channel it!

She felt her anger washed away by the water a little. It simmered down and coiled like a dormant serpent at the pit of her stomach.

She removed her clothes and showered properly. After she finished, she came out into the room and went to her back pack.She removed something she had taken from Jai Guru’s house -- a saffron angavastram (clothe draped on the shoulders). She took it in her hands and sat down on the floor and closed her eyes, focusing. She held the piece of clothe lightly in her hand, feeling Jai Guru’s aura, energy through it.

Trying to get in touch with him. Locate him. It was a tough job. She felt energy oozing out of her every minute. Her head ached, her chest ached, her whole body ached. She felt as if someone was putting a huge stone on top of her head. She felt sinking, sinking.

Then she remembered. The betrayal. The heinous breach of trust. The serpent uncoiled.

She found him finally, but his location made her frown with pain.

* * * *

Inspector Chockalingam sat immobile. The story told by the young man through his song was chilling.

A cruel and abusive zamindar at Melappudur. His young bride. He suspects her of having an affair with a farm hand and tortures her to death. She is reborn so is the zamindar. In this birth, she is the angry soul. Her parents notice her cruel streak and abandon her in the forest. She grows up there, her anger and her vengefulness growing with her. She roams around in search of the zamindar and kills him. Her anger does not die with this. She waylays travelers and drink their blood. She kills cattle. The story continues for many births. Finally, a Brahmin priest tricks her into giving away all her powers, traps it in a copper plate, buries it in some secret place and sends her north. It is said that Melappudur Neeli still tries to get back her powers so that she can wreak more havoc.

The Inspector looked at the strange young man suspiciously. The story was a folklore, one of the many that was passed down from generation to generation. It was unimaginable that the woman he met on the train could have any connection to this Melappudur Neeli.

The young man smiled as if reading the Inspector’s thoughts. “Those who can open the secrets of the copper plate know all the answers,” he said.

The Inspector frowned. Then he looked at the young man incredulously. “Jai Guru?” he asked.

* * * *

The bus smelled a mixture of neem oil, jasmine flowers, and sweat. It was crowded and loaded with all sorts of paraphernalia. The air was thick with conversations in the unmistakable Madurai dialect.

Bhuvana shrunk to her window seat. Jai Guru’s saffron angavastram was wrapped around her left wrist. Soon. Very soon, she told herself, her green eyes flashing.

The old woman sitting next to her observed her with interest.

“Where are you going?” she asked.

Bhuvana turned and met her gaze. “Melappudur,” she answered. The old woman’s expression changed.

* * * *

Kathirvelan, Inspector, Crime Branch and a personal friend, observed Chockalingam through the haze of smoke he exhaled. “Why this interest in Jai Guru? Has some powers-that-be in your beat lost some money?” he asked.

“Oh, is that his racket?” Chockalingam asked.

Kathir shrugged and sipped his tea. “No proof, but his devotees are a mixed bag. Money laundering, funding subversive outfits, extortion, smuggling… We think money and other things exchange hands at this Guru’s place, but have not been able to prove anything,” he replied.

“Enemies?” Chockalingam asked.

Kathir took another pull at his cigarette. “Possibly. Who knows? Political thugs, naxal groups, underworld -- can’t rule out anything,” he said at length. “Or he could be just a simple holy man.”

Chockalingam nodded. Kathir fixed him with a hard stare. “Don’t get involved with this. Connections lead everywhere. Big mess!” he warned.

Chockalingam nodded again, but later that day, he found himself going to Jai Guru’s house. It held the appearance of a funeral home. Jai Guru’s mother was sitting, shell shocked, leaning on one of the pillars supporting the courtyard. A few people were milling in and out. Chockalingam realized with shock that part of the house had been seriously damaged by a fire. It seemed recent, as there was still debris everywhere.

“It’s lucky that amma saw the fire in time. Otherwise the whole street would have burned,” one man told the Inspector.

The Inspector approached the old lady. She looked up at him.

“Vanakkam amma. I just wanted to ask you something,” he said. She continued to look at him silently.

“Did a young woman come here yesterday?” he asked.

The old lady’s expression changed to one of terror. “She did it! She did it!” she whispered.

* * * *

The temple smelled of bats, stale oil, and tiruneeru. Like all old temples did. And this one was at least 1000 years old.

Jai Guru tried to focus on the blue flame between his brows. He wanted to be lost in the infinite blue, submerge in its bliss. But he was finding it difficult to concentrate. A strange breeze ruffled his clothes and hair. He knew she was there. He felt the pull like that of a magnet. He would not able to resist it once he got out of the temple, he knew. He sighed.

Footfall nearby made him open his eyes. It was the temple priest, dressed in dhoti that had lost its whiteness ages ago. “Swami, it is time to close the temple,” he said diffidently.

Jai Guru looked at him. Yes, it was time to go.

* * * *

The few men at the tea shop near Melappudur bus stop looked at the bearded young man with interest. Twilight had given way to a warm summer night, with a waxing moon throwing some illumination.

“This is the way to Melappudur sami,” one of them told him. “You will have to walk for two kilometers. Dei Sammugam, go with sami and show the way,” he instructed a teenage boy dressed in shorts and torn vest. A cloud suddenly obscured the moon above head.

The boy and the young man set out on the poorly lit dirt road to Melappudur. “Did you come to see the holy man in the temple, sami? He came two days ago. Stays in the temple all day long. Doesn’t eat anything until someone gives him something to eat,” the boy informed.

The young man smiled at him.

The boy walked along with him silently for sometime and asked, “Is there something bad going to happen, sami? People are talking about bad omens,” he said.

This time the young man did not smile.

* * * *

Jai Guru walked towards the river bank in the darkness. The temple was situated near the river, a little away from the village and was mostly submerged in darkness, save the dull illumination from the light at the entrance of the temple and the moonlight.

She was waiting for him, eyes flashing, hair flying, and half shadow, half human.

“I was waiting for you,” she told him.

“I know,” he replied. “I need it back. Give it to me,” she said, unmoving.

Jai Guru shook his head. “I don’t have it,” he replied.

“Liar!” she hissed. “You have it! I know! Return it!” Her voice turned hostile, ominous.

“Go back. I have nothing to give you,” he repeated.

Her demeanor changed. She seemed to grow in size. He could feel the heat of her anger. “You cannot keep what is mine away from me!” she said and lunged towards him.

The bearded young man was picking his way gingerly towards the temple alone (his young guide having refused to accompany him beyond a point) when he heard a scream. It sounded like a growl; it sounded like a wail. It sounded inhuman. He broke into a run.

* * * *

Two days later, Inspector Chockalingam saw a news item which he had been half expecting.

“Gruesome Murder! Jai Guru Dead!” screamed the local Tamil daily. “Jai Guru, the popular holy man from Madurai was found gruesomely murdered near the Melappudur temple. He was allegedly staying in Melappudur for the past two days. It is not known why he went there or what was he doing there. Local sources told us that a suspicious young man in saffron clothes was seen in Melappudur on the night of the murder. Police said that they are investigating the crime and are confident about nabbing the killer soon. Meanwhile, several important personalities, including film stars, have expressed their shock over this event.”

Chockalingam frowned and scanned the paper some more. His search was rewarded with a two-line news item on the fifth page. “Unidentified young woman found dead on the railway tracks 70 kms from Madurai, near Melappudur. Police suspect suicide and are trying to trace her family.”

“Breakfast is ready,” his wife called from the kitchen.

“And I am very hungry,” Chockalingam replied and got up with a sigh.

(Pazhaiyanur Neeli is a popular folktale/ballad from southern Tamil Nadu. In it, Neeli gets killed by her husband on the behest of his mistress. She is born again and goes on a rampage, killing her husband and about 70 people. She then becomes a local Goddess. I have heard about it second hand from the stories of other popular fiction writers, especially Sujatha and Balakumaran. This story has freely taken some inspiration from the folktale.)